i’m leaving you
i’m not sure if that’s what i should do
it hurts so bad
i’m wanting you but can’t go back
trying to find, to find
that all elusive piece of mind
stuck here somehow
shrouded beneath my fear
and now i don’t need it
cuz i’m walkin down this road alone
and figured all i’m thinking bout is you, is you my love
and my head is in a cloud of rain and the world it seems so far away
and i’m just waiting for
the droplets, droplets
I watch the rain in front of my room this afternoon. It was just the water slow down fall from the sky. But the fact is i see something inside the water that falls. I see a hand that giving me 2 box of cigarettes in the dark, he was said : ” this is the cigarettes that you ask me to bring tonite ”
And the next is like filmstripe that slowly playing inside the rain..
Still i watch that slow motion movie inside the rain with cigarettes on my hand,till it burn my hand and those movie suddenly dissappear.. changing to just water fall from the sky..that is reality..
Rain is reality..
That movie is one of my illusions memory..
Every now and then you come to mind
Cause you were always waiting to be picked to play the game
But when your name was called, you found a place to hide
When you knew that I was always on your side